Wednesday, January 13, 2010

What would YOU give?

What good will it be for a man if he gains the whole world, yet forfeits his soul? Or what can a man give in exchange for his soul? Matthew 16:26
As I was driving down the road today on my way to school I was listening to my ipod and TobyMac came on Loose my soul. If you dont know its based off this verse. As I was driving I realized this is ver possible for me. I could have everything I pray to God that I could get it soon, if everything works out. So I could gain I could make money I could have the life I somewhat dreamed of...Where is God in this. I would seriously lose myself just to gain. Thats not worth it. Nothing is worth MY soul! So I kind of realized weather or not I get this job I am going to praise MY God! I win I praise him, I lose I praise Him. He will put me where HE wants me not were I want myself. He will give me guidance. He will write my life story. I have set the pen down and God is picking it up and writting my story for me, and im deffanitly alright with that.
What would a man give in exchange for his soul is also another song an old hymn but its a great one. Cause it gets you thinking, what would give for your soul? Me personaly there is nothing, maybe thats something you have to ask yourselve, some people it may be money, fame, a big house, family, love, or something else. You got to think...is it really worth your soul? God your creator has given you birth come one what more do you need!
Well I hope that for you guys who pray out there that I ask this much can yall please pray that I get the job I am looking at or at least find a really good job soon because I need out of chipotle. Its not good for me there. Thank you and God Bless

Song of the day: Lose My Soul by TobyMac

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Jehovah-Raah

I just want to start this out with Prais God!!! Last week I had a kind of coming to Jesus moment. I was home alone and fliping through the channels, the movie facing the giants was on, now ive seen it before but for whatever reason it really got to me this time. I balled like a little baby watching it. I just couldnt contain myself. I just broke down I had hit rock bottom. I prayed my God did I pray and it has never felt better. I am truely a new creature in Christ, there is NO denying that. I feel...alive I feel forgive I feel just joyfull. There are no words in the english language to describe me. Im loven life and loven my God even more. He has taken everything from me. I quite smoking everything and I quite drinking given I hardly ever did it...but now its gone no more. If it doesnt glorify God then I dont need to be doing it. In my prayers at night I constently ask God to help me glorify him in my career choice I mean the culinary environment isnt the most God centered place you know. But daily I just want God to be there when I cook I gave not only my life but my career to him. Ive also been praying heavly that i get this job at giammarcos that ive been looking at. It would be amazing...the possibilty to have my own restarant in a couple years. That would truely be a blessing! I would perfer to do Italian food or maybe some wonderful french food, but whereever God puts me thats were I will go. Life has been throwing me its problems and for the first time in my 20 years of life ive prayed about it. Amazing what God can do!!! we had problem with the rent stuff I locked myself in my room read my bible and just prayed for awhile and the next day amy and andrea were able to get everything straighten out. GOD IS AWESOME! I just cant get enough right now, I feel like a little kid. I never want to lose this. OooOOOOoo school is going awesome!!! I <3 international!!!!! its great im the happiest ive ever been at school or anywere really. Ooo i think i may have found a church, i dont know yet im going to go this sunday weather permiting. i think thats about all... God Bless!!

Song of the day: Our God Reigns by Brandon Heath